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Friday, December 22, 2006

RetUrN of da PriNcEsS

i'm back!

finally
and i'm so tired

took a few pictures there and will upload them as soon as i get them into my lappie
of course
i'll blog bout my adventure there too
together with da photos

and when i say adventure
i mean it
it's a totally new learning experience
da prince and i should save up for da next trip soon
and learn more things

things that they would not teach you in school
and you'll never learn from da textbooks
once again
i've grown
to be a more mature gal

more
doesn't mean totally
just in case you find me da same

haha

ohyahx
and to hy:
"don't be sad... you can always retake da test.. and pray that your next examiner aren't eating too much salt"
haa
she'll understand

=P

it's nice to be back home

oh
and to my parents: (i know they wouldn't know bout this blog thingy.. but i'll like to express my unhappiness)
"please stop forcing me.. if pursuing a degree is for my OWN GOOD and my future... why do you guys keep pushing me and wanting me to go... despite my objection? that's not right.. i should decide my own future... why is it that not going to uni is a waste? isn't going to uni an equal waste of time and youth? studying is not hard or xin ku like what you guys have said... it's only da part where we have to go to school... so don't feel wasted that i'm not going... and i haven't even decide yet... stop pushing me... haix"

maybe i should just apply for a place in uni and work during da holidays
and see which kind of life i prefer
but by doing so
i would deprive of those who really wish to go in but could barely make it
by not applying
maybe that person would be fortunate to get in
but if i apply
he/she would lose his/her chance
then i would be guilty

i know i sound mean
but if you think of it carefully
it's da truth
it's fact
and you can't change that

~princess still in a dilemma~
=(

flew into your heart at [12:33:00 AM]

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