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Monday, April 02, 2007

PriNcEsS's diLeMmA.... aGaiN

okie
i know i'm damn irritating and idiotic
but i can't help feeling unsure

gosh
NUS called last week when i was still in bed and our conversation goes like this:

NUS: "hi, is this Chin Jie Ying?"
ME (still in my sleeping mode): "ya....."
NUS: "oh hi, we'll liked to let you know that you haven't submitted your documents and can you please submit them to us by this friday?"
ME (still in my sleeping mode): "ok...."
NUS: "ohyahx.. and can you also make payment by this friday?"
ME: (still in my sleeping mode): "orhx..."

ya.. and if you're wondering
i applied for NUS
but i din submit da documents nor make payment
da reason is very simple
they require too many documents and i'm really lazy to find them
so yupx
in da end i still didn't submit da docs nor pay da application

i just dun feel like going to NUS
and i'm just puzzled
why did they call me only but not prince amo
we did da same things

so now left with NTU and SIM
yea.. i know i would get a place in both schools
but which one should i choose?

NTU is considered cheaper and my parents should be able to afford it
but da banking and finance is not specialised
and when i get da degree it would only be under a business degree
ohyahx.. but i applied for accountancy
haha

SIM is more specialised
and there's only lectures no projects which i absolutely love da system
poly's projects are enough
they're a nightmare
but SIM is more expensive and my parents can't use CPF
although i can get da scholarship
but my dad says there may be somebody who walk from back doors
which means to say i may not get it
but with my grades
if i can't get scholarship in SIM
it's really unbelievable

but if i take SIM, da bridging course starts in june
den it would clash with my AWP (Associate Wealth Planner)
but if i take NTU, da curriculum would be damn heavy and i'm afraid i may not have da time to work
but i wanna work!
i wanna be a financial planner
and even if i go to NTU, i won't stay in da hall
which means i would have to wake up damn early everyday and travel around singapore
but NTU provides direct honours
which is good as i can save 1 year in getting honours
and alvan says accountancy is good as they study taxation which can help me in my career in da future

seriously
i dun really know why am i going uni
when all schools dun provide a course call financial planning
other den da professional certs that i'm getting
degree really doesn't help me
i've ready got a job
there's ready a company who would hire me
omg
this is seriously getting nowhere

and han peng told me he rather i go get da CHFC
ya.. i want to
but wait till i complete my CFP

oh
and if i'm in NTU
does it mean that i have to go through freshmen orientation and join CCAs
where in da world would i find da time for those things??
SIM is better in this aspect
but da bridging course is really a headache
they need 75% attendance also
gosh
why do i need to fulfill attendance rate once again??
or maybe i should just go for UOL self study
really think it would be better
but i dun really have da discipline to study
arghx

god help me
give me some indication as to where i should go
please??

ps: i know this post is rather bitchy
but just bear with me a little will you??
=p

flew into your heart at [1:43:00 PM]

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