Saturday, April 28, 2007
i'M fEeliNg doWn dOwN doWn...
just like what da title says
i don't feel good
my stomach's hurting like hell
and that because i commited a sin -- gluttony
lolx
but what's worse is i feel sandwiched
i dun wanna bring trouble to others or put others in a difficult spot
but i guess sometimes da consequences are complimentary to da choices i made
i would not show bias-ness i swear
i would work my ass off equally i swear
all i want is to work towards my goal as a financial planner and hopefully i would gain enough experience and skills before i reach 21 years old
i would not put anyone in a difficult spot
i would make sure there's no conflict of interest
and i swear that i would take a break if i can't take it
in order to be fair to all 4 bosses
so i'm working tue to sat in da morning
and mon to fri in da nitex
my bosses are all worried that i would be exhausted and burnt out
but i find it ok lehx
haha
i'm talking big lahx
i haven't really worked for one full day yet
but i would start from next wed
let's see how things go bahx
trust me
i wanna earn as much as possible before i start my bridging course
cos i need to support myself before school officially starts
=)
and i'm excited to see how many appointments my "day bosses" can close
i've not earned any commissions yet
so if they are able to close someone
it would really be a big boost of my morale
cool ritex
heex
(" ,)
but come to think of it
i'm starting to be really afraid of someone
he seems deep
too intimidating
he's a nice guy
just that i feel really "swallowed" when i'm near him
guess only melly knows what i'm talking bout
:)
aniwaes
i'm really happy for diana for finding a rather good job (in terms of da pay)
she's really commanding a rather high income
=p
but i hope people relationships would improve for her
i dun wan her to feel outcasted or unwelcomed
that is da worst thing you can feel when you're in a new environment ritex?
thank god i get along well with my colleagues (rather well lahx.. i've not worked for long also)
ohyahx
and pardon me for saying this
some university are really a pain in da ass
kept calling and calling and calling and calling
even called my house
hello~
FYI.. i've already turned it down
so for goodness sake
stop bombing my phone with 4-5 calls a day for almost a week
scary
and irritating
=(
flew into your heart at [11:34:00 PM]
Chin Jie Ying a.k.a Josephine
18 Sept 1987
Loyang Primary School, Chung Cheng High School (Main), Singapore Polytechnic (Diploma in Banking and Finance)
josephinecjy@hotmail.com, jiecying@yahoo.com.sg
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In this world where everything seem uncertain.
only ONE thing is definite
you're always be my cherished prince
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and
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